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Thursday, November 29, 2007

School

I hate it. More than life. The place I have to go five days a week, and endure the stupidity of the other people that go there, the pointless drama, the people that dislike me, and socilizing with people who I have no intrest in at all. Why? It's pathetic! I know I have to learn and stuff like that, but can't I just do that at home? I love the learning. Learning is so much fun. I just hate the people. I mean, if I could go to school by myself, with no one to bother me, I'd be fine. Screw all the partner work and groups, and whatever, I do most of the work anyway (not to be stealing anyone's spotlight, but most of the time people end up sticking everything to me saying: "Okay, YOU'RE the secretary, YOU do it." The only disadvantage of being on student council board...missing recess for meetings goes along with that as well).
Even if I do have friends at school, I'm most likely not going to keep them next year. I'll be going to a different highschool as everyone else (which in some cases, I thank God for everyday), starting out fresh away from the people I hate, away from those I love. But really, I'm going to miss them, even if I do see them again at my reunion in twenty or thirty years, but by then, we'll all have changed.
There are three people I am certain will still be my friends. I'll list them straight out.
Hannah
Michael
Gaby
I'm not even too sure about Gaby. But I know I'll be friends with Harhar and Mike forever. There's no doubt in that. I've entrusted these three with alot, and I know they would never give my secrets away. I tell them things I don't even tell (or think of telling) Todd. I can't trust him. Even if he's my boyfriend and all that shit, I can't trust him. There's a high chance he would tell Amber what he finds out.
Yeah, Amber and I aren't on the bestest buddies anymore either....

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