Bleeding, yet happy

Well....my boyfriend and I are over....but he's incredibly stupid just by what he wrote in the note he gave me. Maybe I was the one to pick this fight, but if I didn't, then this entire thing would be even more awkward. God, I can't believe how idiotic I've been...I'm becoming a freakin' teenager....
I'm done with guys now. I'll be hitting at the two hot guys at my dojo now, and obsessing over some famous celebrity that's most likely already married. That's how my life was before this mess. I feel happier now. More free, ya know? Being single is awesome. WOO!
Love is stupid. The word 'love' is thrown around so much, it's almost lost it's meaning. Love is way more deep then what people think. As a matter of fact, I'm in no position to be talking about love like that. People think love is about sex, and they abuse it entirely. It leads to unwanted pregnancies, divorces, and ruined relationships. And it also could ruin your life and make you believe your worthless, lowering your self esteem. Or, like it did for me, make you suicidal for fifteen minutes, then make you feel happy for the rest of the day.
Well, that's life, and it's not fair. I'm going to put the lyrics to the song that I believe was made just for AMBER! I'll censor it...