Gobbledygook

It's brilliant!
I've been looking for a new blogger title, and I couldn't think of one for the longest time. Then, suddenly, I remembered how ridiculous this entire world was, and all of humanity, and decided to change my blog's name to 'Gobbledygook'. I first heard it when I was reading Bartimaus, and I thought: 'what a shweet word...' and it was my favorite thing to say from that day forward. So now, all I need to do is make a cruddy header in paint, and it will be confirmed.

For some reason, I now enjoy seeing people in pain. Maybe it's because I've put myself through alot, and I want others to feel the same way I did. Right now I kinda feel like that...with my ex. I can tell by the way that he ignores me and pretty much refuses to look at me that he dislikes me. Deal with it, then. It makes me smile. I have major problems. Eric knows that.

-crazy smile-

Listening to Linkin Park makes me feel like doing something peccant.

And now that the song has changed, I'm semi-normal again. Anyway, I've decided that I'm going to start making YouTube videos again. I was forced into remission because of my parents' complaints, but now I've devised a way to make videos without getting yelled at. It's just a matter if I actually show my face in my videos or if my friends do. If I don't, then my parents are completely fine with it. So I can still use my voice, and now problems will evolve.

But I'm sure they wouldn't be too happy with me if they found out about my blog....let's hope that doesn't happen soon....