Wish me luck

AH!
I have a test today.
Wish me luck, because if I pass, I'll be in one of the top two highschools in the United States.
It's a big deal for me, especially since I'll be getting an awesome education.
I made it this far on luck alone, now I have to use my brains.
I really have faith in myself, I believe, and I hope you believe in me too.
I'm going to wear my faded green 'believe' bracelet, that came out of a dispenser machine at Kroger. Maybe if I do 'believe' I won't break into a cold sweat and suffer from an anxiety attack. I can't. I won't. I'm going to be just fine.

When life hands you lemons....deal with it.

I don't want to sleep, I don't want to read, and I don't want to do homework, so I'll type. I haven't posted since the 10th, which was 11 days ago, so it's about time that I got back to regular posting.
What is there to say? Nothing really, just pointless blabbering. Like yesturday, it was a lunar eclipse, and I got a few pictures. Did you see it? It was beautiful. Things like that make you feel...poetic (at least to me they do).
So yeah....pretty much everything is okay.....almost. Things have been changing lately, so I've been sticking with Mandy, Har, and Mike. Everyone else either annoys the living hell out of me or I don't want to include.
I've been writing again. I've been doing stuff like Harry Potter fanfic, and my own stories in creation. I like to express my emotions through what I write. Even if I hide it deep in there, many of the things I feel go into my stories.
I've decided to start a journal again....I can't really write too much personal stuff on this blog, since several people at my school have the URL to my blog, and no doubt they would tell someone if I said anything about them. I have said some things about people on here, but those are general things that mostly everyone knows.
(I think I'll post some lyrics soon...but for now, I'll seeya, cuz Hollow by Submersed is playing, and I adore that song.)

Stay Away

I don't want to deal with anyone. I'm just in a freakin' bad mood. I hate everyone. I'm not just mad at a single person, I hate everyone. I hope I give off rays of hatred, so that everyone knows to stay the hell away from me. I hope everyone does stay the hell away from me. I'd go outside and take a walk to vent out my anger at the world, BUT apparently the wind chill is -30 degrees, and I'll get FROST bite. Who cares??? I don't. Let me be stubborn. Let me not give a damn about my safety hazards. Let my fingers fall off. Maybe I'll learn a lesson. Or maybe I'll just hate the world more.