Married

Yes, I'm getting married.
SURPRISE!
Well, my brother is getting married, not I. But if I was getting married, you, my dear blog would be.....the......sixth person I would inform. But I'm already married. I got married on a bus in Chicago. Ha.
So yeah, it's my brother's wedding, a cause for celebration. The ceremony is today at six, the reception and dinner at eight. I would feel a lot more excited for him if it weren't for the fact I'm ineligible to take a nap. I got my stupid hair done, so now I can't mess it up, or else the effect of half a can of hair spray will go to waste. Joy. I can feel fifty some barrettes poking multiple places throughout my cranium.
So how is my life? Good, I would say. I feel like I'm in place, and so is everything else. I guess things could be better, (like I could get a chance to sleep before midnight), but other than that I'm content with life.
Yesterday I just had a realization....it was like an epiphany...I just...felt like I suddenly had the power to do anything I want, and that damn right I should. And it hasn't gone away. It's been sticking to me, and I sure as hell want it to stay. I know I'm not invincible, but I can make myself believe I'm anything I want.
I guess I'm a lucky person. Well, yeah, I am a very lucky person. I have my guitar, I have kung-fu, I have my awesome friends, I have Tristan. All of those things make me happy. And I'm glad I have them. And I'd do anything not to lose them. Maybe it's because I went through lohan yesterday...a kung-fu test from hell. And maybe, throughout all the horse-stances and Uncle Willies, I felt like I could do anything. That this feeling was great. That I didn't have to live my life by anyone else's standards, just by my own. I was a ruler. I owned myself. I'm not a loser. I have a purpose. I've changed peoples' lives. I've done awesome things. I have talents, abilities, and potential. Just because I'm locked up in house all summer doesn't mean my life is over. It means God just wants me to take a break. And I'm glad I'm getting that break. I've needed it.
Any who, I have a wedding to go to soon. Well, not really soon at all. But, duty calls. And my b-e-a-utiful nails are done drying, and I'm going to do other things to make me look descent. Seeya later.