I don't

Write as often as I should anymore. I'm starting to realize that as I get older, the more I have to write about, the less I write. I could talk about the strange experiences I've had this summer, my four ex boyfriends, my current boyfriend, I could think of a reason to why I even bother going out with guys now after going through two heartbreaks (one of which is described in this blog, sayyyy September and October of last year. Yep. The other one happened in May, and I talked about it in my other blog which remains secret because I write about things I would never want people to know about there so yayayaya). Yep. So the wonders of being a teenager.
-sigh-.
So I don't feel to hot right now. Whether it is the spicy Mexican food I ate today (and the only thing I ate today, actually..) or the real reason and the reason I can't list here because too many people I know know about this blog, and I like to keep secrets and not let people know about stuff so yeah....
(What was I talking about again?)
This post is kind of disorganized because I, well, just kind of need to write something but nothing in particular. I might follow up with a poem or something...or work on a story I've been writing (it's been the first story I've written since April, when I took a creative writing class...God, it's so sad that I don't write as much as I used to...).
It's about love and loss. Generic. But in a non-generic way. Actually, a very generic way now that I think of the plot, but everybody loves the generic crap these days. If I through in a couple of vampires, I could make a best seller. But I'm not going to do that, because I'm generally freaking fed up with vampires and all the people who make pathetic attempts to create more pathetic version of the already pathetic Twilight series (my relationship with Twilight is both love and hate, but let's not get into that...), and there are so many other ideas out there to be had, other than writing vampire teen romances. When it first came out four years ago, it was cool. Now it's just unoriginal and sappy.
Anyway....yeah. I've actually had some inspiration for a poem that I will go ahead and write....
Oh. Listen to this song.
Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve.
It's pretty.